tonight after work and boot camp (yes boot camp. kickin’ my ass these days)  i was walking the rufie bear and looking around and feeling fall in the air and cool interesting peeps in the nabe. it felt wonderful. lately things feel good. there’s the uncertainty and ambivalence that inevitably pops up in the absence [...]

2010-08-21

a year ago today we buried my dad. to commemorate, we had a family party today at my mom’s house. dad would have LOVED it. his surrogate brother and sisters and their families were here. brothers, sisters, children, godchildren, grandchildren …. all were in tow. cousins i once babysat– now i am playing with their [...]